I miss Him :-(

Silly I know.. Jason left on Friday to go hunting and helping his Cousin with his cabin. Its only Sunday, and I miss my hubby.. I'm feeling like a lost little puppy. Also why is it that my house stays cleaner when he is gone? as soon as he comes home my house is not as tidy. its clean but not tidy not spotless... I still have 4 more days... Oh hum

I miss his smile
I miss his hugs
I miss the way he talks to the boys.
I miss hearing the gate open when he comes home...
I miss hearing him pray with us.
I miss hearing him quote bible verses to us.

Oh man is this normal to miss your spouse this much?? Is this really how Gods planed for it to? Could it be that I'm that depending upon a man that it causing me to be lonely with out him??.. and it that how God wants it? Oh boy, to me this is just craziness.. All my life I have never been this crazy in love with someone.. and I never thought that I could ever love something like I love this man.. or for that matter love my boys.